And despite everything, I always always always know my priorities.

I am always always constantly taking care of myself and everyday I am making myself into a more elite version of ME.

I just want to grow with her..

No, she doesn’t need me at all. She can do it on her own. I believe in her.. But for her to fill that void that’s been empty since she left me is probably one of the biggest things I’ve been looking forward to for a while now. Let’s face it, I’m lonely. But I don’t want this to happen because I’m lonely. I want this to happen because I’m READY and there’s room in my life now for me to handle her small share of my life’s whole. I want this to happen because she deserves the new, improved me and I want to take care of her for the rest of my life.

Now I’ve tackled bigger and better feats, such as starting up a business and getting back in shape, but this is something I’ve planned out on the same list, on that same sheet of paper.