February 2012
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I don't know what to make of things right now.
But I’m just thankful for every single bit I’m getting. I hope this does continue to progress, somewhere, somehow.
I’m gonna keep praying and I’m gonna keep trying.
nadapasa asked: Jon! I miss you buddy! I've read some of your post about your experiences so far as a nursing student and I just wanted to say that I am so proud of you :)
In all its integrity,
maybe it will find its way back.
Things may not look that way right now, but I know miracles happen.
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Maybe I am wasting my time.
Maybe I’m not.
I really can’t read you and I don’t want to ask anything anymore because of your indecisive nature.
See, these things are the reasons why I’m trying to keep my guard up. Yet at the same time, I’ve been pretty compliant with your efforts to initiate and I’ve decided to “go with the flow” as far as how it’s been coming along...
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It's really difficult for me to keep my guard up.
I pray and pray everyday. I just want things to be the way they used to be.
If I can’t keep my guard up and I feel hurt like this with me just guessing and guessing, I have to put up a wall again. And only for my own good. I don’t know if you can read me, but I obviously haven’t cut the ropes on my end. There’s gotta be a reason behind it, but I don’t know why. I...
lab values
red app with syringe on it 2.99
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Was looking at some pictures.
And I found probably one of the most sentimental valued.
A picture really can say a thousand words.
The week of our first date, I was a little bit rusty at the piano. So I made sure that I’d practice.. That way by the time I’d take you to my house, I could impress you… Because if I recall correctly, I didn’t tell you I played piano until I’d surprise you right then...
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7028437 →
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Note to self:
Lactulose isn’t used just to treat constipation. For patients with LIVER PROBLEMS, it draws out the ammonia for them and into the colon so they can poop it out.. Whereas if they had no liver problems, their liver would be able to get rid of the ammonia. Normal ammonia levels are 11-35 mg/dL at Kaiser. So when giving lactulose, see what they’re actually getting it for. Why did the...
In 2013 I will be wearing that Kaiser Permanente...
I WILL PASS CLINICAL. NOTHING'S STOPPING ME.
regardless of what it is right now.
i just want to be able to talk to you the way we used to before we were together. before we even liked eachother. or before you even knew my name.
