So pretty much, I’m already back in school again. I had only a week worth of break and I feel burnt out from spring semester. I’ve got class Monday-Thursday, Chem 21A from 1-5 PM and Stats from 6-8 PM. Just thinking about how many classes I still have to take to qualify for the Nursing program at Long Beach just makes me depressed. I really wanna have fun, go out, and party, but I can’t. (I did all that during my short break though!) I’m not gonna let anything stop me from being the best that I can be.
Although I would LOVE to have a girlfriend right now, I probably don’t have time for one. I’ve been messing around lately though.. and I guess I like it because no commitments are made. ;D Seriously though, I think I’m overdue for finding that special someone. I know being in a relationship is the most exciting thing ever, or being in love for that matter. That mutual intimacy is just the best thing ever— knowing that your lover shares the same intimate love that you have for them. The stronger that is, along with trust, good communication, and unconditional positive regard, a relationship could last a lifetime and maybe even lead into marriage. Marriage, of course, that’s what older people should talk about. What’s up with all these 19 year old chicks wanting to get married already? I’ve been hearing a couple stories about those kinds of cases. It’s rediculous. Go date guys and have fun with your lives. We still have our whole lives ahead of us. Is that hypocritical on my part? Nah, I didn’t say I’d like to have a wife. I said that I’d love to have a GIRLFRIEND. Anywho, I miss being in love. So what if it might be a temporary thing? I personally prefer relationships for the long run, but if that’s not how the other party feels, that’s fine with me. I have my whole life ahead of me anyway and it’s not like I have to get married anytime soon. I’m still a little boy for pete’s sakes.
Now you see why I’m overdue for a serious relationship?
