time is supposed to fly by pretty quick. I’ve been pretty busy these past six weeks, but time didn’t fly at all. It’s actually felt like the longest six weeks of my life. Oh, and not to mention I’ve got another two weeks of statistics.
What am I doing with my life? I feel like I’m putting it to waste. I’m still really young and I’m not having the fun that I should be having right now. I don’t know how to change that without interfering with my education plan. Although priorities are priorities, we like to disregard them sometimes. For me though, I can’t afford to do that anymore. I screwed up so much in highschool because I couldn’t keep my priorities straight. This time I’ve got it a bit more under control, but even then, I’ve still got to work on it. I just finished my chemistry class and I feel so obligated to make up for all those hours I could have been living my life that I instead spent taking notes in class or studying. I still have statistics, but I’ve got a ton of more free time to spend studying for that class. It really sucks because I still have a lot of prerequisites to finish. This fall will probably be even more of a drag since I’m taking Physiology, Sociology, English 1C, and Speech. It’s only like 13 units worth of classes, but it’s still a huge workload for what those classes actually demand. I still have a long ways to go to qualify for a Nursing program.
Before another chaotic life ensues me yet again, hopefully things will soon fall into place for me. I want to have another time in my life where I can really enjoy the innocence of youth, where I don’t have to put up with anything and just enjoy the many things that the world has to offer me.
